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☞ 关于狒狒……

我叫狒狒，或是狒废，要不就是废狒，废废也行，随便吧。。。

当我一个人面对着这块玻璃时，我是如此的平静。过去的一切将我冲刷的遍体鳞伤，只留下一颗感恩的心。在这个支离破碎的世界中，我显得那么的渺小。曾经的那些理想早已名存实亡，我终于发现，我改变了不了这个世界，改变不了别人，甚至改变不了自己。我只能苟且偷生，奄奄一息。然而我又是幸运的，至少有一个人一直在默默的支持我、鼓励我，给我生存的勇气。我以为这将是我幸福的归属，但我又错了……无所谓什么坚强，无所谓什么悲伤，我从来就是这样没有方向。这大概就是命吧~

㊚♂♀㊛ ☞ ㊒ bie ✔


男人男人千萬不要細心，否則下場就和我一樣，不但得不到認可，對方還會嫌你婆婆媽媽，事儿屄56~

女人女人一定要細心，因爲女人的細緻入微會讓人覺得溫柔體貼，進而鎖住男人的心~

男人男人可以不去上班挣钱，靠女人养着，那叫吃软饭，光吃软饭了，还他妈直的起来么……

女人女人可以不去上班挣钱，靠男人养着，那样你还是奶奶，虽然可能是二奶，三奶……

男人如果你今天难受了，千万不要告诉别人，因为说了也没用~

女人如果你难受可以尽情的哭，不但有人同情你可怜你，还会有人来哄你~

☞ 最後一次自殺~

从太阳的背面，我看到了你，对准自己，抠下命运的扳机，发射出最后一枚黑子。

你在爆炸中陨落，光明的鲜血流满整个天空。这黄金的血啊，流满我一脸。我以最愤怒、最暴戾的声音嚎叫，可是沉默的黑暗仍剥夺去我哭泣的权力。我哑了，声带在垃圾摇滚中象一具尸体般地僵硬，只有火的力量能使他苏醒。火种普罗米修斯狄奥尼索斯你蕴藏火焰的洪水，在哪里？这是我的最后一次自杀……

☞ kurt的遺書~


Kurt Cobain Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your alter.Please keep going Courtney.For Frances,For her life which will be so much happier without me. I Love you. I love you!

Thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! I don't have the passion anymore and so remember, its better to burn out than to fade away. peace, love, empathy.

I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven I've become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy for people to get along, and have empathy. Empathy! Only because I love and feel for people too much I guess.

Full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the thought of Frances becoming the miserable self-destructive, death rocker that I've become.

There's good in all of us and I think I simply love people too much. It makes me feel too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces Jesus man! Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know. I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what I used to be.

I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a child. On our last three tours I've had a much better appreciation for all the people I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone.

and I do. God, believe me I do but it's not enough. I appreciate the fact that I and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of one of those narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive.

Which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is I can't fool you. Any one of you.It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having 100 % fun. Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch in time clock before I walk out on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it.

I haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things. For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins it doesn't affect the way in which it did for Freddy Mercury who seemed to love and relish in the love and adoratio

This note should be pretty easy to understand. All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years. Since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true.

To Boddah pronounced Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile camplainee.

☞ 借用一些符号~


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☞ 朋友


美女挺，美，的~

松鼠一个除了傻吃傻喝大概不会干别的了~

大头鬼 12人的精英，自诩是牛粪~

多多我要学习的好榜样~

大米 12人的領導，很能寫的說~

kingkong 蛋，寳，，金鋼~

病態多動症雖無燒香磕頭，卻猶如親兄弟~

sheep 猴子，丸子......

cissy 她說她叫小希~

美子她有一個大墨鏡~

kingna 在英国的大美女，，，，满意了吧~

鲤鱼春疯狂已经无法形容她了~

…… 关于此人暂时没有说明……

奇诺之旅很有个性的女同学~

小玄子禽兽不如的流氓~

结巴我见过的唯一的智商比正常人还要高点的结巴~

击沉这是个善良可爱的大胖小子~我俩最喜欢在一起吃饭了~

娃娃和他在一起的这几年让我明白了原来黄纸就是用来出卖的~

☞ 不就是上网么


中彩网什麽時候才能中伍佰万

乐园无聊的人给无聊的人看的视频

TOM 寂寞的男同胞可以去tom的聊天室看看

校友录至少1/3的人生都荒废在学校了

IT168 买东西不用去中关村

华军比较全的软件

IP138 区号、身份证、手机归属

CCTV 挺牛逼的一个电视台

淘淘淘淘淘……宝自自自己的店

☞ 会看不会踢


巴塞罗那中国官方球迷会巴萨很强很强~

国米中文网对了还有国米~

罗马中国官方网站意甲就看罗马~

拜仁慕尼黑中国官方网站拜仁慕尼黑的忠实拥趸~

曼联中国官方网站我是冲范尼去的~

北京12人足球公园侃吧归我管~

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